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Ale: ehhh… tau ga cara ngambil hati calon mertua cewe?
begin: lah
begin: cewe?
begin: knp lu nanya gt?
begin: cewe or cowo?
Ale: maksudnya nyokapnya calon misua o’onn???
begin: oh….
begin: gampang
begin: knp emg lu ada masalah?
begin: cukup bantu2
begin: kasih oleh2
begin: perhatian ma anak
begin: ma keluarga
begin: ma beliau
begin: udah deh
begin: lulus
Ale: ya gpp.. gw nanya aja
Ale: iya gitu yah!
Ale: gaya gw mah kan cuek
Ale: kl maen kerumahnya terus bantu2 ntar dikira
       cari muka lg
Ale: serba salah deh posisinya
begin: yah secara  udah mo merit
begin: yah bantu2 aja
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Sekelumit cetingan gw ma sobat gw yang dah duluan
merit.
Duh… hal-hal kaya gitu yang akhir2 ini jadi bahan
pikiran gw!
Bukan kerana CAMER galak,
atau karena CAMER ga suka ma gw!
beliau udah sangat baik ma gw,
cuma tetep aja kekhawatiran terlihat kurang
di mata beliau tuh ada.
perlu ngga sih bersikap berlebihan supaya disayang
ma "CA-MER".
kalo masalah perhatian sih dah pastinya,
walopun gw ngga sering2 nelpon atau berkunjung,
kalo cuma ingin tau kabarnya kan bisa nanya
ma anaknya!
Kalo maen kerumahnya, bukan ngga mau bantu2!
ya kalo sekedar cuci piring sih masih ok lah,
tapi kl udah ngepel, nyapu2 ahhh.. kok kayanya
terlalu berlebihan ya!
bukannya disukai ntra malah dikira cari muka lg.
dengerin curhatnya?? ya gw bangeettt….
biar sampe pagi gw jabanin deh, demi mertua!
Nganterin jalan-jalan, shopping…
Bawain oleh-oleh… wah ini yang udah kelewat.
gw belum pernah nyogok nih!
(malah gw yg sering dioleh2in pepes favorit
buatan beliau)
ya secara gw tau sih kl si "CA-MER" ngga
matre-matre amat.
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Susah-susah gampang sih,
tapi gw yakin itu cuma kekhawatiran gw
yang berlebihan
aja!
So far sih so goodlahh..
belum ada hambatan,
tapi kalo ada yang punya tips biar
disayang mertua bagi-bagi donk!
penting nih, demi masa depan!
;))

it was surprising when i get called yesterday afternoon.
Don’t know how i exactly felt.
thrilled, optimistic, but then worried.
well… i’ve been promoted and i got it! hell yeahh….
i looked into the appraisal that my manager gave me!
it was almost perfect,
WOW!!! i never thought that they would appreciate me that much.
till then i asked my self,
"do i deserve this?"
Unquestinably,
"i deserve this!"
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Proud at the beginning,
but worried after then.
New position and of course.. better income!
satisfied? not yet!
before i decide to feel that,
i should’ve concern about many things.
New task, new responsibilities, new environment,
have to be more creative, thoughtful
and being a fighter i guess!
I have to learn (again)
and have to keep the good work.
Especially to give the company all my best
so they won’t regret to trusting me.

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Hopefully,
i could be such a great Leader.
Believe in my self,
increase my knowledge,
performance and capability would be
part of the step developing my career.